Friday, December 6, 2019

It's Happens Every Year...Don't Miss It.

52 Awake, awake! Put on thy strength, O Zion! Put on thy beautiful garments, O Jerusalem, the holy city! For henceforth there shall no more come into thee the uncircumcised and the unclean.
Shake thyself from the dust; arise, and sit down, O Jerusalem. Loose thyself from the bands of thy neck, O captive daughter of Zion.
For thus saith the Lord: “Ye have sold yourselves for nought; and ye shall be redeemed without money.”
For thus saith the Lord God: “My people went down aforetime into Egypt to sojourn there, and the Assyrian oppressed them without cause.
Now therefore, what have I here,” saith the Lord, “that My people are taken away for nought? They that rule over them make them to howl,” saith the Lord, “and My name continually every day is blasphemed.
Therefore My people shall know My name; therefore they shall know in that day that I am He that doth speak. Behold, it is I.”
How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, “Thy God reigneth!”
Thy watchmen shall lift up the voice; with the voice together shall they sing: for they shall see eye to eye, when the Lord shall bring again Zion.
Break forth into joy, sing together, ye waste places of Jerusalem: for the Lord hath comforted His people, He hath redeemed Jerusalem.
10 The Lord hath made bare His holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God.
11 Depart ye, depart ye, go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing; go ye out of the midst of her; be ye clean, that bear the vessels of the Lord.
12 For ye shall not go out with haste, nor go by flight: for the Lord will go before you; and the God of Israel will be your rearward.
13 “Behold, My Servant shall deal prudently, He shall be exalted and extolled, and be very high.
14 As many as were astonished at thee—His visage was so marred more than any man, and his form more than the sons of men”

Thursday, April 25, 2019

So Life

I'll keep updating this.

Good reads:
The Empty Land
Philippians - I find the more I read the Bible, the more I want my daughter to get it but I probably didn't either.  This is pretty powerful stuff.  He's giving an example of how to live like God.  It's a selfless love, something I don't do well.
Luther's Catechism
The Old Testament or what I call the original Game of Thrones - you ever challenge a deity, this is what you get.  These guys were so dumb and they couldn't follow God's instructions, thankfully we learned and don't do that anymore.........


I have an acre lot with a pool and no grass.  I pay more money to throw water at no grass than I do the water in the pool.  It's backwards.

Is This Still On?

What did you hear?

This is incredibly embarrassing.  I probably meant what I said but I didn't mean in it the way you heard.

Dog Fooding, is consluting (sp?) term.  It's incredibly demeaning.  It's reading your old posts.  I know what the phrase means now.

Gulag Archipelago  - Solzhenitsyn

It's scary that happened, it's what the government has planned for us.  Be diligent and hard as f@$% to kill.

In case you didn't hear, the good news from 2000 years ago, Alleluia, God is risen.  We win.  Suck it Thanos.

Monday, February 23, 2015

The Squat Workout - Win

I just re-read my last entry for squats and realized that I left both my readers wondering how my squat workout was going.  Surely a big concern and despite my pithy words and quips that entry deserves an update.

Hopefully reading that entry gives you a full sense of what I was feeling that day.  It's not just working out.  It's not just lifting, it's a metaphor for so much more in my life.

Walking the weight out, holding it and walking it back in was the equivalent of saying "I quit."  "I'm done."  "This is too much."  "It's over."

My knee hurt just too much.  My spirit was broken.

I've not quit anything...or anything that I can remember, without my wife's help.

Squats are a metaphor or an analogy.  Please allow me...

A proper squat requires that you first get under a bar suspended in air, put that bar with all it's weight on your shoulders, push your butt back (key) and descend with that weight.  What happens at the bottom is madness.  It's a swirling cauldron of pain, despair and fear.  Newton is fighting you to keep that bar moving towards the ground.  Every single physical science argument tells that weight to go to the ground.  You grunt, you dig,  your glutes fire and you rise up out of that morass.  Every single rep you come out a new person.

Quitting while an option ,was not on the table.

So what are the options?

You can look at the guy quarter repping, you can make fun of the guy using the smith machine, you can look all around you...that doesn't fix the problem.

It doesn't fix the problem!  That doesn't clean up your house.

So what do you do?

You swallow your pride, you examine the failure, you look at the reasons and you plan.  You start over...

Starting over...

Starting over is a humbling process.  Starting over does not mean you failed.  Starting over does not invalidate your success.

Doing something wrong over and over...

Doing something wrong over and over...is insanity, especially when it's causing you pain.

You start over and work.

You work and then you happily announce to the world that you got 305 for 10 reps with no knee pain.  What did the guy next to you do?

I don't know and I don't care.


Sunday, February 22, 2015

He Ran...

Dear workout friends, go ahead and skip this one.

Workout is going good, squatting, deadlifting, killing it in the gym.

I can't get this thought and phrase out of my head...he ran.

I use a King James Version Bible.  Everything in the church is cooler and has been upgraded now, Christianity 2.0 or 3.0 or 10.0.  You've got guitars and drums.  Everything a yuppie needs but someone singing the crushing hymn, "It is well".

Words are so much better in the King James version, riotous living is translated loosely.  It doesn't have the same panache.

I've digressed and mumbled too much.

Today in Sunday School we did a look at the Prodigal Son, the lesson is the Lost Son but could also be called the Two Lost Sons.  It's a story of a son who turned away from his father and a story of a son who had also lost his way.  I'm not going to reveal the part about the second son because that was the kicker, the last 15 minutes.  You have to pay for that part.  :)  You should've been in Sunday School.

Also, there's a beautiful Rembrandt painting.

Another long digression...

When another Bible version uses a phrase it makes my ears perk up.

In both readings and my version, when the father saw his son coming back, it says he ran.  He ran to meet him.  The father was looking for him and he ran to meet him.  Now, let's go back the story...the son had gone.  The son had spent everything.  The son had hit rock bottom.  His plan was to go back and beg his father to allow him to be a servant.  He was going to beg his own father to be a servant.

A couple of neat things happen here...it says the father saw him from far off.  That means he was looking.  That means he hadn't given up.

The father was looking for him.  The father ran to him.  He didn't make him walk all the way up the drive and come inside.  He went to meet him.  This was his son at his lowest point and he ran to meet him.

As a father and a husband, I'm reminded of my failure.  I've been called to love my wife as Christ and I've been called as a father to love my daughter.

More than that, I've been called to love others.

How often do I run to meet someone in need?

How often do I run to comfort?

I used to think of myself as the Hulk.  A looming, lurking monster, always vigilant in the darkness, ready to visit pain and destruction.

Maybe, I'm Baymax.  As a Christian, my primary function is healing and secondary preventing harm.

We'll see.  Doogie Howser out.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Trying The Next Post

This one's not going to be great.

Why didn't they hand off the ball?

I have the luxury of sitting at home and second guessing the coach's call.

Win or lose, it makes no difference on my life.  Although, I did read a study that shows when the Patriots win the economy takes a down turn.  That shouldn't happen due to the Saudi's trying to keep oil prices low in order to bankrupt the shale producers.  Lower oil prices mean increased spending in our economy.  The economic outlook is good in large part thanks to the Saudis...strange times.  The lower oil prices will also hurt the Chinese and you should see the dollar strengthen in relation to the yen.

I digress.  What has Bellichick won other than another title.  In the wake of "deflategate", "spygate" and other cleverly plumbed titles, it's a kingdom built on...

Is it cheating?  Is it good coaching?  Can it be both?

Can the desire to win be so great that it leads you down paths you wouldn't and shouldn't tread?

As a society we are so obsessed with "winning" but quick to throw away success.  Americans hate a success story.  That's a whole idea to itself.

I'm reminded of fishing with my dad and he said "You can build a thousand bridges and they'll call you the Great Bridge Builder, but all you have to do is screw one goat."

This was also a strange game.  It was a matter of a team snatching defeat from the jaws of victory.

It's not good, and I hate putting something out there this unfinished but I don't have much other than the pressure of people asking me to write.

Let's see if I can get the juices started again.


Monday, May 26, 2014

1,321,612

That's the number of soldiers that have died from The Revolutionary War until now.  I was surprised by Operation:  Provide Comfort.  It's just as important.


That was someone's Father, Mother, Brother, Sister, Son, Daughter, Uncle, Aunt, Cousin...you get the point.

We say freedom isn't free.  Refer to the number 1 million, 321 three hundred and twenty one thousand, 612 six hundred and twelve.

Say the number out loud.

That's the cost of freedom.  Freedom is won through bloodshed.  Freedom is won through hard work.  Freedom isn't won by sitting in a park tent protesting "Banksters".  It isn't something voted for, it isn't something you sit in church and talk about, it isn't book clubs.

It's one of the things I ponder.  What makes America great?  It's people willing to give their life for that idea.

Today is a day set aside to remember those who died while giving their life for our freedom.

This is not "Thank a Vet" day, this is not "drink another beer" day, and this is not "eat another hot dog day".

This is the day where you remember that you have the ability to drink another beer and eat another hot dog because somebody was willing to die for your freedom.

America is great because of its people.  America is great because of the things that we are taught to hold dear.  That is to say:   life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.

Ronnie Ray Gun says the things I want to say..only better.

God Bless the men and women who served and God Bless the families.

Read it...it's worth the read.

In honor of those who lost their lives while serving our country, we would like to share with you President Ronald Reagan’s 1986 Memorial Day remarks at Arlington National Cemetery:
Today is the day we put aside to remember fallen heroes and to pray that no heroes will ever have to die for us again. It’s a day of thanks for the valor of others, a day to remember the splendor of America and those of her children who rest in this cemetery and others. It’s a day to be with the family and remember.
I was thinking this morning that across the country children and their parents will be going to the town parade and the young ones will sit on the sidewalks and wave their flags as the band goes by. Later, maybe, they’ll have a cookout or a day at the beach. And that’s good, because today is a day to be with the family and to remember.
Arlington, this place of so many memories, is a fitting place for some remembering. So many wonderful men and women rest here, men and women who led colorful, vivid, and passionate lives. There are the greats of the military: Bull Halsey and the Admirals Leahy, father and son; Black Jack Pershing; and the GI’s general, Omar Bradley. Great men all, military men. But there are others here known for other things.
Here in Arlington rests a sharecropper’s son who became a hero to a lonely people. Joe Louis came from nowhere, but he knew how to fight. And he galvanized a nation in the days after Pearl Harbor when he put on the uniform of his country and said, “I know we’ll win because we’re on God’s side.” Audie Murphy is here, Audie Murphy of the wild, wild courage. For what else would you call it when a man bounds to the top of a disabled tank, stops an enemy advance, saves lives, and rallies his men, and all of it single-handedly. When he radioed for artillery support and was asked how close the enemy was to his position, he said, “Wait a minute and I’ll let you speak to them.” [Laughter]
Michael Smith is here, and Dick Scobee, both of the space shuttle Challenger. Their courage wasn’t wild, but thoughtful, the mature and measured courage of career professionals who took prudent risks for great reward—in their case, to advance the sum total of knowledge in the world. They’re only the latest to rest here; they join other great explorers with names like Grissom and Chaffee.
Oliver Wendell Holmes is here, the great jurist and fighter for the right. A poet searching for an image of true majesty could not rest until he seized on “Holmes dissenting in a sordid age.” Young Holmes served in the Civil War. He might have been thinking of the crosses and stars of Arlington when he wrote: “At the grave of a hero we end, not with sorrow at the inevitable loss, but with the contagion of his courage; and with a kind of desperate joy we go back to the fight.”
All of these men were different, but they shared this in common: They loved America very much. There was nothing they wouldn’t do for her. And they loved with the sureness of the young. It’s hard not to think of the young in a place like this, for it’s the young who do the fighting and dying when a peace fails and a war begins. Not far from here is the statue of the three servicemen—the three fighting boys of Vietnam. It, too, has majesty and more. Perhaps you’ve seen it—three rough boys walking together, looking ahead with a steady gaze. There’s something wounded about them, a kind of resigned toughness. But there’s an unexpected tenderness, too. At first you don’t really notice, but then you see it. The three are touching each other, as if they’re supporting each other, helping each other on.
I know that many veterans of Vietnam will gather today, some of them perhaps by the wall. And they’re still helping each other on. They were quite a group, the boys of Vietnam—boys who fought a terrible and vicious war without enough support from home, boys who were dodging bullets while we debated the efficacy of the battle. It was often our poor who fought in that war; it was the unpampered boys of the working class who picked up the rifles and went on the march. They learned not to rely on us; they learned to rely on each other. And they were special in another way: They chose to be faithful. They chose to reject the fashionable skepticism of their time. They chose to believe and answer the call of duty. They had the wild, wild courage of youth. They seized certainty from the heart of an ambivalent age; they stood for something.
And we owe them something, those boys. We owe them first a promise: That just as they did not forget their missing comrades, neither, ever, will we. And there are other promises. We must always remember that peace is a fragile thing that needs constant vigilance. We owe them a promise to look at the world with a steady gaze and, perhaps, a resigned toughness, knowing that we have adversaries in the world and challenges and the only way to meet them and maintain the peace is by staying strong.
That, of course, is the lesson of this century, a lesson learned in the Sudetenland, in Poland, in Hungary, in Czechoslovakia, in Cambodia. If we really care about peace, we must stay strong. If we really care about peace, we must, through our strength, demonstrate our unwillingness to accept an ending of the peace. We must be strong enough to create peace where it does not exist and strong enough to protect it where it does. That’s the lesson of this century and, I think, of this day. And that’s all I wanted to say. The rest of my contribution is to leave this great place to its peace, a peace it has earned.
Thank all of you, and God bless you, and have a day full of memories.